Post by john on Feb 7, 2010 20:14:45 GMT -5
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I THINK I'M LOST IN THE LETTERS.[/font]
[/blockquote][/ul][/b], but you can call me john, johnny, j-brock. my birthday's July 5, 1992, so if you're too lazy to do the math, that means i'm 17 years old right now. currently, i am a junior at newport high. you will find me hanging out with the party kids. i'm also a male, in case you couldn't tell. oh! and i'm also straight, and if you can live with that, i'm sure we'll be great friends."[/size][/center][/blockquote][/ul]
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WHEN HER REPLY MEANT EVERYTHING.[/font] [/blockquote][/ul][/center]
"You look really familiar! Have I seen you before?"[/font][/color]
"Yo what's good its J-Brock. Do I look familiar to you? Well, some people might say that I look like Pauly Delvecchio, but I'm way better looking than he is. Well, I have super tan skin because I get it done all the time. I'm jacked out cause I love working out. But my hair is my prized possesion. It takes up so much time in my life, but totally worth every minute. I blow it out, always. Some think it looks stupid, but those are just haters. I've also got a boatload of tattoos covering my back. My fashion sense is pretty incredible, some say. All around I'm an Italian god."[/font]
"So, what do you like?"[/font][/color]
"I'm a pretty chill guy and mainly go with the flow, but I don have my favorites. I love the beach, its my entire life. I also enjoy tanning. Might sound girly, but it's who I am. Working out is another thing I love. The usual girls, partys, and booze, but who doesn't love those? I love being in the clubs and dancing to house music. Being a DJ, I love all dance music. I have a weakness for soft pretzels and popcorn. Spoof movies are the best thing ever invented."[/font]
"And the things you could live without? What about them?"[/font][/color]
"Things I dislike? This could go on forever. Well as everyone, I hate the haters and jealous bitches. Fake people who try way too hard to fit in or get noticed and those who strive for any kind of attention really get me going crazy. I hate hamsters, like alot. They remind me of rats which are gross. I hate bad dancers. I just can't stand them. I love cracking jokes, but when people take them too far, thats not cool."[/font]
"And what are the things you just can't stand?"[/font][/color]
"I cannot stand a bad haircut or spray tan. I also hate when people pick at their nails. Drives me nuts."[/font]
"Do you have any bad habits? What about good ones?"[/font][/color]
"I constantly feel at my hair to make sure its doing okay. I shake my legs alot. Sometimes I will just break out in a random beat or dance of some sort. But I always strive to be a gentleman. I hold doors, pull out chairs, and make sure I am polite."[/font]
"Oh, really? Well, how about the secrets?"[/font][/color]
"Secrets? Well, thats why they are secrets because nobody is supposed to know. A secret about me is that I got a girl pregnant and she had a kid. I still try to be a part of the baby's life, but we aren't totally connected."[/font]
"And the fears?"[/font][/color]
"I hate spiders. I also don't like thuderstorms."[/font]
"Do you have any special talents?"[/font][/color]
"I'm not too talented. I am the best DJ you'll ever meet. Ever."[/font]
"And last but not least, what's your relationship status/history?"[/font][/color]
"I am currently single and ready to mingle. I'm not really looking for anything too long term, unless I find someone absolutely perfect for me. Like I said, I have a kid so I'm obviously not a virgin, but I do like to get silly when I'm at the clubs. I'll flirt up a girl and we will get talking, and maybe I'll take her back to my place. I'm not really trying to find love right now, but if it does come along, so be it."[/font]
call me up to confess
THAT IT'S ME YOU THINK ABOUT.[/ul][/center][/size][/b]"Where were you born?"[/font][/color]
"I was born and raised on Providence, Rhode Island. It's pretty much home to me. It where family is and I love family. It was such a joy living there and being with all my friends, family, and everyone I love."[/font]
"And what's up with your family?"[/font][/color]
"My family. That right there could be the start of a novel. I'm an Italian American so my family is gigantic. My mom is the most fantastic person on this earth. She is loving, sometimes a bit too much so, encouraging and outgoing. She makes anyone feel like they are family. My father is a pretty crazy guy. Always screaming and yelling, but we are Italian, its what we do."
I have a little brother and a sister. Jason and Jennifer. They are the cutest little kids ever. They are twins and both 12 years old. Having them in my life is amazing. No matter how many times you mess up they are always there for you and ready to cheer you up. Aside from immediated family, I have about a million cousins and even if I tried to name them all it would take years. So I come from a huge Italian family who loves everyone.[/font]
"Now, tell me your story."[/font][/color]
"I was born on July 5 in Providence, Rhode Island. I was the first born in my family so my parents were a bit shaky and nervous. I came intot his world screaming and crying like any other baby, but maybe a bit louder because of my Italian blood. People joke and say that I was born with a blowout.
I had a pretty normal childhood. Nothing too crazy or dull, just the average kid. My brother and sister were born when I was 5 years old. I wasn't too sure how I felt about not having all the love and attention focused on my life, but I got used to the idea. I started going out alot as a teenager, always at parties or popular spots. I was one of those kids that just stood out as an outgoing fun guy that people wanted to be around. At age 16 I started to DJ, just messing around with mixes and mash-ups nothing special. But then I really started to get into it. Next year I will be a professional DJ, maybe even sooner if I work hard enough. I love doing what I do. Making music that people like hearing is an art.
Aside from all the fun and games, one night I had a little too much fun. I got my girlfriend pregnant and she had a child. We just sort of split and didn't really talk about it too much. She still lives back in Providence while I am here. She gives me updates and stuff on the child, but I'm not really a huge part of it's life. I'm not too sure if I want to be. I want to be responsible and be a good father, but I'm not sure if I can handle all that pressure.
Living the good life in Newport is something I always dreamed about. I would always hit up the Jersey Shore, but this place is pretty amazing. I'm here on my own, no parents to hassle or correct me. I'm just looking to have some fun and get crazy. Practice my DJ skills and love life. So that is the story of an Itialian kid from Providence, Rhode Island.[/font]
I NEED YOU HERE WITH ME.[/ul][/center][/size][/b]
"So, here's the deal. My name is
Cbeerzz and
I've been role playing for 4 years. Plus, I'm 15
years young, and I found you guys
from other people oh, and the secret code is medicore."
All the thoughts and memories that he had worked so hard to store away in his brain forever were now pouring out into his open mind. Everything that had happened between them, all the good and bad times they had faced. It was all hitting him right in the face, and there was nothing he could do about it. He had never really worried about running into her again, or even having to talk to her again. For all he knew, they would both graduate and go their separate ways. Never having to look back on what happened in high school.
"Yeah. Not a very exciting thing to get detention for but.." He trailed off shrugging his shoulders. He listened to her bad deed that had landed her here. Snowboarding. Typical Kendall. Boarding was both of their lives. It was one of them many things that had brought them together. Talking back. Again, totally Kendall. She was strong headed and stuck to her opinions. Just one more thing that had drawn them close. He didn't know if he could take this much longer. He hadn't said a word to the girl since they had broken up, and had never intended to do so. But fate had something else in mind for him, as it always did.
As silence filled the room, he saw Kendall fiddling with something in her hands. He cracked his knuckles, as he always did when he was nervous. As he sat in the seat next to her, he saw that she had been doing homework as well. And by the looks of it, she had gotten pretty into it. Words were written on many pages, which all seemed to be on the same topic. He started shaking his leg, yet another bad nervous habit that he had. He really needed to find a better way to deal with nervousness.
Everything used to be perfect between them. He could be around her and talk to her with ease. They would be able to talk about anything. Being on the phone for hours just rambling, or sitting together talking about life in general. It had all been wonderful. Everything about their relationship had been perfect, but then things started changing. Kendall had gotten pregnant. When he found out, he didn't know what to feel. Should he be happy, because she would have his child. Sad for her because it would ruin her snowboarding career. Angry, for no reason whatsoever. He didn't know what to feel at all when he discovered it. Her could tell that Kendall was very angered by it, and he didn't blame her. Of course, abortion was out of the question because neither of them believed in it. A while in, she had a miscarriage. Once again, mixed emotions ran through his body. He couldn't even tell what Kendall was feeling.
Then they broke apart. He was of course, devastated, but decided things were for the best. He didn't know if he would ever move on, but eventually he did. He found solace through his skating, and she did as well. He put all his focus into it, and eventually the memories started to fade. He knew he would never forget them completely, but distancing himself from them seemed the best thing to do. He looked at her as she spoke. "Kendall.." He said. "I felt many different things during that time, but hatred was never one of them. I couldn't hate you, no matter what." He said, softly. "D-Do you hate me?" He asked He didn't really know why the question had come up, but since they were on the topic, why not through it out.
"Yeah. Not a very exciting thing to get detention for but.." He trailed off shrugging his shoulders. He listened to her bad deed that had landed her here. Snowboarding. Typical Kendall. Boarding was both of their lives. It was one of them many things that had brought them together. Talking back. Again, totally Kendall. She was strong headed and stuck to her opinions. Just one more thing that had drawn them close. He didn't know if he could take this much longer. He hadn't said a word to the girl since they had broken up, and had never intended to do so. But fate had something else in mind for him, as it always did.
As silence filled the room, he saw Kendall fiddling with something in her hands. He cracked his knuckles, as he always did when he was nervous. As he sat in the seat next to her, he saw that she had been doing homework as well. And by the looks of it, she had gotten pretty into it. Words were written on many pages, which all seemed to be on the same topic. He started shaking his leg, yet another bad nervous habit that he had. He really needed to find a better way to deal with nervousness.
Everything used to be perfect between them. He could be around her and talk to her with ease. They would be able to talk about anything. Being on the phone for hours just rambling, or sitting together talking about life in general. It had all been wonderful. Everything about their relationship had been perfect, but then things started changing. Kendall had gotten pregnant. When he found out, he didn't know what to feel. Should he be happy, because she would have his child. Sad for her because it would ruin her snowboarding career. Angry, for no reason whatsoever. He didn't know what to feel at all when he discovered it. Her could tell that Kendall was very angered by it, and he didn't blame her. Of course, abortion was out of the question because neither of them believed in it. A while in, she had a miscarriage. Once again, mixed emotions ran through his body. He couldn't even tell what Kendall was feeling.
Then they broke apart. He was of course, devastated, but decided things were for the best. He didn't know if he would ever move on, but eventually he did. He found solace through his skating, and she did as well. He put all his focus into it, and eventually the memories started to fade. He knew he would never forget them completely, but distancing himself from them seemed the best thing to do. He looked at her as she spoke. "Kendall.." He said. "I felt many different things during that time, but hatred was never one of them. I couldn't hate you, no matter what." He said, softly. "D-Do you hate me?" He asked He didn't really know why the question had come up, but since they were on the topic, why not through it out.
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