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Post by Natassia Tahlia Burksley on Feb 7, 2009 18:04:38 GMT -5
 starstrukk is online.starstrukk says: these days are so long. I wish I was home. |
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Post by Carly Sophia Burksley on May 28, 2009 18:58:06 GMT -5
 strike.a.pose has signed on[/size][/right] strike.a.pose:
Nat? Are you on? -pout- |
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Post by Natassia Tahlia Burksley on May 28, 2009 19:08:57 GMT -5
starstrukk says: CARLY! god, it's so nice to see you on! aw, don't pout. -pets- I'm here! SWEAR. i'm sorry for all of this. |
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Post by Carly Sophia Burksley on May 28, 2009 19:13:27 GMT -5
 x x strike.a.pose:It's okay... I just really miss you. I'm just a little mad you didn't tell me sooner, like three months ago. I actually might of been able to help you... prevent this from happening, you know? I'm sorry... I guess I'm just a little overwhelmed.. |
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Post by Natassia Tahlia Burksley on May 28, 2009 19:16:56 GMT -5
starstrukk says: I'll tell you next time? I mean, not like there is going to be a next time. Not uh, really don't want to do this again. Being from you is terrible, Car. but hey, enough with my sob story. what's going on with you? Ash said she hasn't seen you in school... |
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Post by Carly Sophia Burksley on May 28, 2009 19:52:56 GMT -5
x x strike.a.pose:Yeah, I really don't want this to happen again, so lets not have a next time. -sighs- Do you know how hard it is constantly getting questions like "Where's Nat" or "What happened to Nat" and not being able to answer them? It's horrible being away from you too, but... I don't know what else to say. Ash hasn't seen me because I haven't been in school, for over a week now. I'm on suicide watch, and my mom feels that going to school would make it worse. |
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Post by Natassia Tahlia Burksley on May 28, 2009 20:00:15 GMT -5
starstrukk says: Oh my... Carly.... -sighs- I'm so sorry if this is because me. if I knew it'd cause this much trouble, I wouldn't have even started doing drugs. I guess I didn't pick the best timing to take care of this with Lee being in town and saying I would leave you. I saw how just that comment hurt you, and I didn't want to hurt you, so here I am. I'm so sorry, Carly. I didn't want to hurt you. God, I wish I could just hug you right now. :[[ |
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Post by Carly Sophia Burksley on May 28, 2009 20:10:29 GMT -5
x x strike.a.pose:Nat... breathe, because I know you're not doing that right now. -laugh- And, it's my own fault... I got paranoid and it's just... Lee had a really bad experience on me, and what she said brought back memories of what happened. She called me boring... said I wasn't worth her time, I feel like... I'm not worth your time. You're going to be a big actress one day, and... I'll just be extra baggage for you. It was my own thoughts that hurt me... -sigh- And you really wouldn't want to see or hug me right now, I'm such a mess... my mom won't let me handle scissors or... knives... because she's scared I'll do something. Stupid woman didn't learn about ropes and razors. -shakes head- |
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Post by Natassia Tahlia Burksley on May 28, 2009 20:19:53 GMT -5
starstrukk says: -breathes- okay okay, I'm calm. Aww. NOW I REALLY WANT TO HUG YOU. then smack you, because what's an actress without her model girlfriend? -laugh- I need my Audrey more than you know. you're definitely worth the time, Carly. oh, followed by another hug. -nod- I'm a mess as well, you may be a bit scarred, scabbed, or whatever, but I have this uncontrollable twitch at times. it's annoying. |
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Post by Carly Sophia Burksley on May 28, 2009 20:32:35 GMT -5
x x strike.a.pose:Haha, by the way, has your hair grown back yet? I know I never told you this before, but I miss running my fingers through your longer hair. -sighs- I really want to see you, am I able to visit you there? I understand that it might not be safe or something, but I'll understand if you don't want me there. -headtilt- Uncontrollable twitch? It must be the drugs kicking back at you for abusing them? -laugh- Wait... so you were on drugs when we had sex a few times? Oh god, and I just thought you were more rough because you were playing... -sighs- God I'm so... oblivious. -pout- I want my Marilyn back. |
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Post by Natassia Tahlia Burksley on May 28, 2009 20:38:12 GMT -5
starstrukk says: It's starting to! -shakes head- Not long like it used to, but it's getting there! -fixes hair- It was nice when you did, Carly. I really liked it myself. I'm not sure if you can? I haven't really asked about visitors... but if you can, will you? I'm sure we can't like jump into a bed or something, but it'd be really nice to see you again. You can run your fingers through my semi-long hair! -laugh- Yeah... a few times, but not a whole not. I didn't really want to be around many people when I had taken it. It's not really something I'm proud of. |
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Post by Carly Sophia Burksley on May 28, 2009 20:59:31 GMT -5
x x strike.a.pose:I'm glad it's growing back. :] Hey, how about you text me after you ask? You'll be allowed to give me a big hug, promise. Haha. -laugh- Trust me, as much as I would love to jump in bed with you right now, I don't have the energy right now. -nod- Wow, I feel rather awkward right now, haha... well... you can know that this started after you left... so... you didn't miss much. -headtilt- Maybe I should of been the forceful girlfriend and watched your every move? -laugh- |
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