Post by Torez Michaels on Sept 5, 2010 14:21:21 GMT -5
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P E O P L E A R E P E O P L E&S O M E T I M E S W E
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Torez hadn’t really had the best couple of years, well it had been incredible but there had always been a downside for the brunette. Torie had left a bit of wreckage behind her on her way across the country namely in the shape of Jordan Fox. It made the girl break down in tears when she thought about it so she tried her best to push the thoughts to the back of her mind but she felt horrible doing that. Torie knew now she had probably made the wrong decision but at the time it seemed like the best thing for him, although everyone seemed to think it was a selfish decision. Torie was on her way to the park, she had to get out of her house because Paige kept coming over and quizzing her about Jordan and other things, she just needed time to decide what she was going to do. Torie wanted to go back on tour, let Jordan have Newport and just leave him alone, she felt bad making him leave, Newport was more his home than it was Torie’s and she felt like she had ran him out of town. She had cried for hours at the news of Jordan leaving Newport because she knew it was all her fault, it was the same way she had felt when she first ended everything with him. She wished she had never done it, she wished she could go back and never go on tour, never leave Jordan and never do the whole musician thing, it wasn’t worth it, it had caused more damage than the joy she had gained from living her dream.
Torie had come home because she missed her family too much but it seemed that the whole town had turned against her and it made the girl feel even worse, she didn’t really care about everyone hating her but it reminded her of how much Jordan must hate her and that made the girl tear up inside. She arrived at the park and smiled brightly at the large fountain which sat in the middle. She decided she just wanted to escape so she sat down on a bench which looked at the fountain and pulled out her book. It was a story called My Sister’s Keeper and it was one of her favourite books of all time and it always brought her back down to earth. By reading this book Torie realised what she had and whenever she felt self-centred she would re-read it so she could realise that it could be a lot lot worse. She opened it at the first page and began to read, already getting immersed in the words that floated in front of her. Torez had always loved books, she was a writer, well now musician was her main occupation but writing and reading had always been major hobbies for the girl. To Torie writing music and stories was something that came just as naturally as walking or talking. She could rhyme without thinking about but in reality she preferred song lyrics, it was more of a subliminal message and she absolutely adored it.
She had a notebook in her bag but she wasn’t planning on writing a song, most of her songs recently had been way too depressing for her to put on an album or anything like that. Her fans loved songs with a message but they also liked ones that they could sing along with without crying or having her cry on stage, she had already cried on stage a few times but her fans were really supportive. Talking of fans at that very moment Torie heard a female voice shout ‘TOREZ MICHAELS’ at the top of her voice and she looked up to see a voice she didn’t recognise, the girl went on to speak some more when she saw Torie look up, ‘ohmigod, it is you, I knew it was but she didn’t believe me’ she said poking her friend playfully. Torez smiled “yes, it is me, nice to meet you” she said smiling at the girls. They giggled and asked for photos and signatures, she nodded and took their CD’s before scrawling on them in her favourite sharpie. She smiled sweetly in the photos with the girls and told them to follow her on twitter for a new special announcement linked to Newport. Torie planned to do a secret show and she was just going to post it on her twitter a few hours before it started so that people from the area would be able to come. Torez knew that her most devoted fans were from Newport, they were the people that had been there from the beginning, she knew she could depend on them.
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TAG! open
WORDS! seven.nine.five
LYRICS! Taylor Swift - Breathe
BANNER! lovestosing @ CAUTION
TEMPLATE! lovestosing @ CAUTION